Chapter Six

9:23 PM and I finally stop talking. Callum lays next to me, my hand in his. He is slowly rubbing his thumb on my palm. The motion calms me down but I am still upset from a lot of the things I talked to him about. I told him almost everything that I felt was important. I told him how Madeline and I spent one night together – my first and only lesbian experience. I told him about how her hair reminded me of a mermaid and how she had confessed to me that she had always admired me from afar at the coffee shop. After that, our friendship remained strong but I never really believed that she lost all of her romantic feelings towards me. I told him that I had thought about dying and how I want to die next to the love of my life, not alone.

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